Talking out the articles … processing

**** I am posting here so it doesn’t get lost in my hard drive of chaos ****

Again, another attempt to figure out methods to help me remember what I was thinking. I was so excited after the gym, and instead of just going about my day, I wanted to get my ideas down before I lost them, and writing wasn’t going to cut it.

When I start getting into my research, I gain a lot more confidence.

It’s that I know what I know, and it’s important and valid. Teaching is my passion; it is one of the few things in my life where I feel like I somehow belong. If not so much a location ie school, but more the profession.

I would often doubt myself because others didn’t understand how I taught. But I was an excellent teacher for my students. I know that what I am trying to do now matters, and that’s essential for me to keep going. I need to know it matters.

Published by Calypso

Just a wandering messy soul trying to navigate the distorted worlds of my mind, body, heart, soul and spirit. Sometimes by sight, sometimes by sounds, sometimes by feel, sometimes even by smell and taste.. and sometimes by all or none. I actually have no intention of “publishing” this or share with any need for acceptance, understanding, insight… Just getting it out. Just letting it come out. I experience and express life through words, the written word. Somehow the chaos of my mind is able to grab and sort the letters swirling around and place them in some order. And this is how I find … my distorted clarity.

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