So with my working memory I have to run through things multiple times, in different ways. So I process it over and over through different modalities and then it will finally stick a bit. So while these may be boring, I am experimenting if this is a method of helping me remember and solidify my thoughts and what I need to do.
Again, just me talking to me, posting for me … trying to find a way to manage my ADHD/bipolar in better ways that will make me successful in my research, dissertation and completing my doctorate.
Just a wandering messy soul trying to navigate the distorted worlds of my mind, body, heart, soul and spirit. Sometimes by sight, sometimes by sounds, sometimes by feel, sometimes even by smell and taste.. and sometimes by all or none.
I actually have no intention of “publishing” this or share with any need for acceptance, understanding, insight…
Just getting it out. Just letting it come out.
I experience and express life through words, the written word. Somehow the chaos of my mind is able to grab and sort the letters swirling around and place them in some order.
And this is how I find … my distorted clarity.
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