I may come back and write more so I have the notes for myself. But, this was just an experiment in trying to track my day and how I fluctuated or felt before after things or meds or nights sleep.
I’m not sure what I’m trying to do with all of this. Maybe I’m just trying to figure out who the person is in the camera… who is this talking back to me? Maybe I’m just lonely and want to talk to someone and am pretending. Most likely.
Just a wandering messy soul trying to navigate the distorted worlds of my mind, body, heart, soul and spirit. Sometimes by sight, sometimes by sounds, sometimes by feel, sometimes even by smell and taste.. and sometimes by all or none.
I actually have no intention of “publishing” this or share with any need for acceptance, understanding, insight…
Just getting it out. Just letting it come out.
I experience and express life through words, the written word. Somehow the chaos of my mind is able to grab and sort the letters swirling around and place them in some order.
And this is how I find … my distorted clarity.
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