Snippets of the days for tracking and documenting… I imagine there are parts that are duplicates from single videos. Again…. boring as fuck to someone else. This is only for me. I used these videos yesterday in trying to trace back to find out what my moods were and what had happened.
I often forget things about my day, and writing in a journal isn’t working, I get more … creative talk not so much facts and such. So, recording myself is like having a second memory that I can rewind. I really can be clueless of what had happened, my memory is so bad.
Just a wandering messy soul trying to navigate the distorted worlds of my mind, body, heart, soul and spirit. Sometimes by sight, sometimes by sounds, sometimes by feel, sometimes even by smell and taste.. and sometimes by all or none.
I actually have no intention of “publishing” this or share with any need for acceptance, understanding, insight…
Just getting it out. Just letting it come out.
I experience and express life through words, the written word. Somehow the chaos of my mind is able to grab and sort the letters swirling around and place them in some order.
And this is how I find … my distorted clarity.
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Distorted Clarity 