Tag Archives: ADHD

Panic at the Salon

I don’t think I posted my “losing my shit” videos after I received my graded paper back and the freaked-out emails I sent to Mr. Sir Professor. Probably a good thing. Freakouts are never a good thing to be viewed. But gotta love how I have absolutely ZERO control of my emotions or ability toContinue reading “Panic at the Salon”

A child named Fear.

I’m not sure what’s in my head, I want to write on this but it’s spinning so much and I can’t get it slow enough to see or hear to make sense of it. There’s just so much up there in my head and it’s always trying to sort things out. I wish I couldContinue reading “A child named Fear.”

Trying to hold myself together. Feb. 24-25, 2023

Another grouping of bits throughout day. I used this earlier to try and figure out what turned me down into dark “end of days” zone. It was not a pretty weekend. Rapid cycling sucks, being a bipolar Mum sucks, living this life and not being able to control my brain and emotions and moods andContinue reading “Trying to hold myself together. Feb. 24-25, 2023”

My Day in Bits – Feb. 22-23

Snippets of the days for tracking and documenting… I imagine there are parts that are duplicates from single videos. Again…. boring as fuck to someone else. This is only for me. I used these videos yesterday in trying to trace back to find out what my moods were and what had happened. I often forgetContinue reading “My Day in Bits – Feb. 22-23”

Rough Night – Sad about son.

This really has nothing to do with my schooling. But I did a quick video last night for my tracking, and I was disappointed in myself about how little I had done during the day. I felt myself starting to drop. Unfortunately, with bipolar, you’re never sure if it’s just a normal bad day orContinue reading “Rough Night – Sad about son.”

I am Bipolar ~ STOP calling me crazy.

I am done with people using that word so freely around me. I use it for myself because I like being wacky and goofy and silly, so that’s the crazy I call myself. But that’s not how others mean it. So if you were to describe me to someone and say I’m crazy, you’re makingContinue reading “I am Bipolar ~ STOP calling me crazy.”